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#my art#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#falin touden#marcille donato#laios touden#izutsumi#chilchuck#mithrun#i cant be the only one who always thinks abt kermit when i see the canaries#this inking style im trying out is rlly working for me i think#its the new brush himog ily#(talking abt the first and last drawings)#im still sketching with the old one it gets me a lot looser than himog#but yea#its also making me do more blackspotting which i like#yippee
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never not thinking about how kevin day is david wymack's son
imagine you're kevin, practically born with a racquet in your hand, you grow up with your mother for a while and maybe you ask about your father and she tells you not to worry about it, or maybe you just never ask because she doesn't mention it and you don't know how important it is, yet. then she dies, you're moved to evermore, it's so different from what you've seen previously but you have no choice so you just bow your head and do your best to survive, clinging onto your mother's sport, clinging onto the idea that you'll become a star.
you're there for so long you eventually forget you've ever been outside of it, but you see how desperate riko is for his father's attention so you start wondering, however briefly, about the concept of a father.
then you're in high school, you find the letter and suddenly it's not just a vague concept you have to wonder about, suddenly it's something real and tangible. you've heard of david wymack, it would've been impossible not to since he was a friend of your mother's and considering the kind of team he's taken up to creating, maybe you've even met him extremely briefly at some point. you know enough about the industry to think his team isn't just a publicity stunt, and somehow you know that if he finds out he'll do everything in his power to get you out.
you're not stupid enough to tell riko this, but you do tell jean and he laughs at you. of course he does. but you've been there for too long, you've seen too much, and you're old enough to understand what the master would do if he deemed david wymack to be a threat. you can't leave riko's side therefore you can't tell him any time soon, possibly ever, so you resolve to reading the letter over and over instead. (riko reads it almost as often as you)
then you're 19 and the erc thinks riko is holding you back. you're 19 and you're watching riko stomp on everything you've built up through the years. you're 19 and the letter is the only reason you have the strength to leave.
you tell wymack and the team as much as you dare because they deserve to know the risks of having you here, and wymack takes it in stride, he puts himself and his team at risk and even takes out loans to keep you here, like you knew he would. he signs you and he deserves to know about the letter, the more time passes the worse it'll be when you do tell him, but you can't yet because it's too soon and you don't trust yourself to tell riko no when the time comes.
then neil is asking for your help
now imagine you're wymack. your childhood was shit and you didn't have the support you needed at the time, but you believe you can be better than the hands that shaped you. kayleigh taught you everything you know about exy, and you loved her so it stung when she died and you couldn't be there for her only son. but, no matter what you might think of tetsuji moriyama, you don't think kayleigh would send her son to an unsafe place. you just go on with your days, maybe tune in on the news to see that kevin's doing well. you have no reason to think otherwise.
when you have the opportunity to start an exy team from scratch, you dedicate it to the kids that need another chance, the kids the world has given up on. you'll never give up on them.
then, what feels like a lifetime later, kevin day is standing in front of your hotel room and asking you for help. he's saying his 'beloved brother' broke his hand, he's saying the moriyamas are part of the yakuza, he's saying they'll kill him if they find him. throughout the year you get to know him better, you see that he's grown up to be a caged and abused wreck, you see he was raised to care about nothing but exy, you see him having a panic attack at the mere mention of having to face his former team, you see him drinking himself to oblivion to cope. you can't undo the past so you do your best to support him now, but damn if you don't wish you could've been there for him.
then he's telling you he's your son
#my posts#my aftg posts#liveblogging aftg#aftg#all for the game#kevin day#david wymack#the foxhole court#tsc spoilers#the sunshine court#long post#my rambles#i made myself cry as i always do when i think about them#i rlly wonder how the Talk went though#like kevin probably had to tell him exactly why he hadnt told him sooner#and that. thats fucked up#how many times do you think wymack's heart broke#like theres a lot of cruel things in this series but this has to be one of the worst
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Genshin Official Relationships and Status
Something to take note off in character relationships is what their "official and known" relationships are. So, I decided to try to make a chart of one with the playable cast and some extras.
This is a draft though. If you have criticisms and comments, absolutely please do leave them because I don't think my interpretations of these government systems are that accurate.
Anyways, here they are! The higher the placement, the higher the authority. Distance does not apply, and the legend is in each of the pictures.
Mondstadt: That's a lotta knights
They can be split between the Church and Knights, but the Church is still under the Grand Master as far as I know.
Power is surprisingly concentrated to 1/2 individuals only for a nation of freedom...Mond you gotta work on that...
Jean, Diluc, Kaeya, and Lisa are arranged the way they are in reference to the Klee summer event where they passed on who was looking after Mond.
Diluc still retains his high position because he has so many high credentials and connections (The Darknight Hero, Mond's richest man, high status in an intelligence network), despite being the Ex-Cavalry Captain.
Rosaria is an official recognized nun, but her vigilante works are by her own accord, hence the colors.
I am not sure whatsoever where Jean and Barbara's father, the Cardinal, should really be placed, or if he even still holds the position.
Poor Noelle does so much more Mond, but is lowest in status...please just make her a knight already T__T
Liyue: Zhongli and his powerful lesbians
I really am not sure if Ningguang is who Liyue's closest "leader", but that is how I felt during most of Liyues events
I'm assuming that the adepti now have a lesser status in Liyue because of the shift in power to the humans during the archon quest
How high Beidou's status is is, completely informal. She's right beside Ningguang because they do find each other to be equal competitors in their own way.
Those directly connected to Zhongli are those I assumed to have taken direct orders from him, hence why Beidou and Keqing are not included although they do respect him as their archon (Keqing in her own way)
I feel like I'm missing people here, compared to Mond, so uh, help me out here-
Inazuma: They just had a civil war...woops
I am reallyyy unsure how to label Sangonomiya island's status. Are they under the shogun? Are they their own separate territory?
Otherwise, Inazuma is pretty straightforward with its 3 factions and families
Sumeru: The whole government was just overthrown
Are there like, genuinely so sages right now, or replacement Grand Sage??? Nahida you need to do something asap-
Scara doesn't exactly have equal status to Alhaitham as Acting Grand Sage, but I felt it was more important to show that Scara is working directly under Nahida
Speaking of which, the title "shadow" is used because it's the same role that Ei served to Makoto, which I find poetic. If there is an official or better title tho, I'd love to hear it.
Hopefully, as time passes, there will be more representatives from the desert with high status. Poor Candace is carrying the desert's status on her back-
Should I have included the Corps of Thirty even if there are no playable characters...?
Fontaine: Fancy Schmancy Titles
I honestly reallyyyy wished that Neuv and Wrio were on equal standing, but in the eyes of Fontaine, that probably just isn't true.
Even so, absolute do not underestimate how important Wrio's role is in Fontaine's justice system, because without the Fortress functioning as it is, so much of Fontaine's justice would fall apart.
Despite Furina's death penalty and retirement, I still believe she deserves the title of archon with the highest status. No matter what happens, she is still Fontaine's idol and savior. (Besides, if she wanted/needed anything, Neuv would give it to her.)
How high Navia, Clorinde, and Chevy's statuses are in relation to each other in reality is...not explicit?
Really, Clorinde is just another employee under Fontaine's justice system, and isn't a head in anyway, while Chevy and Navia are actual leaders. But, Clorinde is the best Champion Duelist, so does that make them cancel out...?
Anyways that's all from me! It's pretty interesting to me just how much of the cast are part of their respective nation's government, which only makes sense given the kind of ruckus the traveler causes. Have a good day!
#this has been in the work for. Way too long now.#also im 100% sure this has a lot of mistakes#like. it just doesnt feel right- probably bcus no clear cut chart can rlly properly show complex govt relationships#would anyone be interested in this? Idk I hope so. I worked hard ok#my longer genshin posts dont tend to do that well but oh well#this is where my genshin autism has led me- apparently#charts of government relationships and status#i probably shouldve made a schneznaya one#and I have no idea wtf is happening in Natlan#do i tag all the characters....? uhhh nah#just few i talked most abt i guess#genshin#genshin impact#evelynpr genshin#jean#diluc#rosaria#ningguang#beidou#keqing#raiden ei#raiden shogun#sangonomiya kokomi#nahida#scaramouche#wanderer#alhaitham#neuvillette#wriothesley#furina
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i wish more people made video essays talking about things they love. i love hearing people talk in depth about things they love, especially if its something new to me. like cool sure yeah you can talk about the history of something but like, maybe i wanna know your personal connection to it. maybe i wanna know what fascinated you to talk about it in the first place. many such wonders in the world, let me know why it tugs you to speak of it
#crow thoughts#man maybe i should get into making video essays#i do have a game in mind that i rlly wanna talk about. that surprisingly is not stanleyparable#i just wanna listen to people infodump but not about just anything like. specifically something they love#maybe there are a lot of these videos and i just havent stumbled across them yet. riprip i feel like i find none#<- this could very much be the case lmao.
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DAY 75: onehat
#codacheetah#isat#loop isat#siffrin isat#isat act 6 spoilers#twohat spoilers#isat spoilers#yea im tagging the onehat post twohat spoilers. watch me#..do we know what time of day it is when siffrin goes to the favor tree?#i always imagined the evening for some reason.#um so anyways. hey do you guys ever think about onehat. do you think about it#do you ever think about how siffrin never learning about loop and never getting closure with them#is just as valid of an ending as twohats. you dont have to get twohats. loop getting some catharsis isnt necessary to siffrin's narrative.#they asked to be here. they were here to help siffrin. and they did. and it ended#that's it.#i've always wondered if loop saw siffrin perform the ritual for them#i wonder if it would comfort them or not. if you ask them if they're a ghost they say yes (and no) after all#the tree is their grave.#something something from main character to stage director to sponsor to corpse#and with how arcane the prereqs for twohats are. yes you can get them naturally on a first playthrough but it's definitely not the majority#experience especially playing blind.#to give loop an ending you have to reach back in with both hands and grasp at that connection#i dont rlly know how to articulate it but it makes me feel a kind of way tbh. you only learn the prereqs (w/o guidance) by talking to loop#very frequently and paying attention to the hints they drop to you about the coin. labor of love situation#self love. siffrin reaching back for loop. We Are Getting Out Together Bitch#Is this anything i dont know that it is#idk onehat fascinates me a lot and im not even gonna touch on the onehats playthroughs where u actually do get the prereqs#i think there is a slight tendency among some fans tocharacterize loop as. more vindictive than they are? i guess?#it's easy to stare down loop's big twohats breakdown and see them bare their fangs and look into their anger#but loop's willingness to fade into nothing and leave siffrin alone shouldnt be forgotten i dont think
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THIS thing ^ says hewwo. UNIRONICALLY.
#my art#fanart#wiggly#wiggog y'wrath#nerdy prudes must die#npmd#npmd fanart#starkid#team starkid#jon matteson#the way the lighting on this one is so weird because they lit him from both sides. why does team starkid hate me personally#actually i had a rlly hard time finding a screenshot i wanted to reference of wiggly#like tink and nibs i was like oh yeah theres one specific pose that i know i want to do#but tbh most of the time we see wiggly in the proshot is full body shots instead of closeups#and what closeups he did get hes moving a lot or just dont have a pose that makes for a fun portrait composition#gr. whatever#willing to struggle and grind for my perfect special boy#i recorded a timelapse of this that i will be posting.. tomorrow probably#a couple people have expressed interest about my process for these painted portraits#and i loveeee talking about process#<- art major moments
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Some inside job art! Mostly just trying to figure out how to draw these two
#inside job#brett hand#reagan ridley#doodles#these aren’t rlly anything special yet just me figuring out there designs but! there will be more…. I promise hhgh#I need to figure out how to draw Brett doing diff expressions ghgh. cuz so far I can only confidently draw him w his mouth gaping open#his mouth is so interesting tho! I love. how they draw it in the show. it’s cute. it’s one of his many cute qualities.#this is a man constructed out of mostly just cute qualities honestly ghgh#but so yeah! I wanna figure out. how to properly and confidently draw. him making diff expressions#cuz! even if usually smilingly vacantly is his default expression. he still has others! and. I wanna be able to depict them ghghg#I’m talking a lot about Brett here but I fucking love Reagan too.. she’s fucking… uGHG#WE LOVE TSUNDERES IN THIS HOUSE!!!#I kinda relate to both Brett and Reagan lol. but to be fair they both have a lot of issues so I guess it makes sense#like. me looking at Brett’s desperate need for approval: omg… he’s just like me fr fr#ghGH OK ANYWAY#yeah. have some inside job art#hopefully there will be more soon!#I fucked up one of the tags in there but I don’t feel like fixing it lol. it’s the one about ‘smiling vacantly’#just pretend it’s not fucked up ghgh
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now im also still thinking about tma dnd au.... mostly i agree with jonny&alex' assignments. Signing a contract to work in the Archives is really signing a pact with the Eye, so everyone there multiclasses in warlock, but only Jon really gains levels in it because of all the xp he gets by reading statements. Tim is a fighter, Sasha a 'real' wizard, Martin a bard who performs poetry instead of playing an instrument, says he studied at the College of Lore, but really he's self-taught and not even level 3 in bard.
Species though. i mostly drew Jon as a tiefling cause i wanted to give him horns but really, a tiefling would be preoccupied with whether or not he's turning into a monster. Sasha can just be human, and i think Tim is a half-elf, charismatic, easily fitting in with most crowds.
On the one hand i want Martin to be tall. but on the other. he just is a halfling. easily underestimated, typically caring, not very fast, not easily immobilized by fear, and, considering how little he gets hurt or wounded compared to tma's other characters, definitely a certain kind of lucky
#joos yaps#could also make jon a halfling and then we still can have tall(er) martin and s5 really is just lotr#tma#tma dnd au#tma s5#martin keeps multiclassing for 1 or 2 levels in a new class#so he can do a lot - poorly.#jon is constantly out of spell-slots cause no one ever short rests. this is why he passes out all the time#they assign ranger to melanie but i think rogue does work as well. rlly high dmg with a dagger#if jons a tiefling melanie must of course also be a tiefling.#dont wanna make a cop an orc but i do want some orcs so georgie gets to be orc#basira is a dwarf. daisy an elf#playing against type#ok. enough talking. send post
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they should invent a blaseball that is
#been missing her a lot recently. got to see my besties bf again (who also is just My Friend in general)#who is rlly intrigued by blaseball and has been super interested since i first talked abt it liek 3 yrs ago now#and we talked a bit abt it and it was so fun getting to explain the insane things that happened back in discipline era again#i miss being able to do shit like that . my number code blorbos#blaseball#gamey rambles
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thinking about certain aspects of death the kid's character that i wish were talked abt more. like... he's a crybaby. he's a showoff. he's sassy. he's really not that bad w/ people for the most part, as long as he isn't freaking over them being too asymmetrical or something. he cares deeply for his friends. he's smart but in a dumb way. do y'all get me.
#im sorry i literally just cannot stop talking abt his character#i need to analyze this dude beneath a microscope fr#these things abt him might be talked abt more than i realize but i havent seem much of it hmmm#like a lot of fanfics have him rlly cold and curt and i mean#i can definitely see that to some extent#but he makes small talk and was ready to give a speech at the dwma party#he loves showing off and doing silly skateboarding tricks#he cries over being yelled at#'oops sorry my fingers slipped' hes so sassy why dont we talk abt his yass slay sass more#anyway ok im done im so sorry gjlsjg#soul eater#death the kid#dtk#soul eater kid#soul eater dtk#se kid#se death the kid#anime#soul eater anime
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errmm :/
drawing tmagp gerry but i was never a tma girly so idk how to draw him lol
#the shitty dye job is eternal only this time its brown not black#i saw someone else draw him with flower tattoos instead of eyes but idk who :((#do u think he just never had cancer or do u reckon he got treatment bc his trauma is different#i think the latter because healing#tmagp#tmagp gerry#tmagp spoilers#gerard keay#eugh formal apology ig to goth gerry enjoyers i see a lot of u on my feed talking abt the ungothification of gerry#in my defence i dont care enough about gerry to draw him again nd i dont rlly know where i was going with this#sorry
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how do i explain to everyone that my josha comic is abt my au and not fully connected to totk? 👉👈
#im saying this in a nice way btw i am happy ppl r enjoying the short comic :]#but i did put a rlly subtle hint abt my au in there i was hoping ppl would pick it up 😭#when malice says 'the light' inside the forest he's talking abt Sheik#Malice saw Sheik enter the forest and never leave (prologue) and cant enter in there cause of forest magic(tm)#i did enjoy making this comic a lot i think i might do more in the future that dont really focus much on my main cast of characters#txt
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I need to know… do you think Royal margarine is scared of bugs? Like would he scream and climb on top of furniture with a pantufla in hand ready to throw it (horribly) at the bug or is he a brave guy and just carefully takes the bug outside again?
(Please don’t mind this very oddly specific question, I just think it would be neat if you drew Royal margarine with a little (or big) buggy creature)
OH DEFINETLY THE FIRST ONE
he for sure SAYS he would confidently take the bug outside for you if asked and the bug would be safe and everything would be fine but i dont think he could actually even throw anything at it, hed cower behind buttercream until the bug either just leaves on its own or someone else takes care of it
this also reminded me of this one meme everybody was drawing from however long ago and i wanted to do it for such a long time and i did im sorry couldnt contain myself
also a bonus little doodle of him actually getting the courage to carry said buggy
he would only do this if forced to take care of it by himself with no outside help and then he'd be fine and boast about it for the next 2 hours
#a lot of words just to say hes afraid of bugs#but im mentally ill about him#i think this is actually rlly a cool topic to discuss because it tackles his internalized masculinity and the need he feels to look#confident and strong for other people to look up to him and that he can never actually do those things himself because its just a front#and he never lets himself feel his own fears and emotions because hes always putting up that facade#but hey you didnt hear me ramble just now#characters that bottle their emotions to put up a facade of confidence arent my favorite trope ever what#im gonna stop talking#royal margarine cookie#cookie run fanart#cookie run kingdom#royal margarine crk#royal margarine cookie fanart#cookie run#cookie run kingdom fanart#crk#questions and rambling and stuff#my art and my stuffff
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Oh… that’s Sunday’s ENG VA doubling down on his support for Chris Niosi
#honkai starrail#moze hsr#hsr sunday#honkai star rail#this situation is a joke how is this even being debated#even if you want to argue Chris needs it to work he was literally getting jobs between this one and was doing fine#also va work is not the only job. HE fucked up legally in multiple ways and as a result lost that privilege#people are fucking concerned bc this is giving him a big platform to abuse again#and I’m sorry?? but idk! unpopular opinion ig! but um I don’t think a man who has reportedly never reached out to his victims has#truly taken the steps to change and better himself#the people he hurt should absolutely chose if he can work again or not bc he used his position to hurt people#I’m sorry I know I’m talking about this a lot but it pisses me off to continuously seeing people defend gross men like this#it also pisses me off to see how many people are ignoring it#I’m not gonna go off about this more bc plenty of people have said my thoughts in better ways but I rlly hope Hoyo does smth abt this#hoyoverse#honkai star rail fandom
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i think its weird that i have to make this disclaimer but the internet is crazy so wtvr,, anyway,,
if i say i dont like something, that doesnt mean "that thing is bad and nobody should post it.."
i swear literally every time i even mention that i dislike something, people will go "wow does that mean u fucking hate me cuz i post that thing? ur a fucking stupid bitch and all ur opinions r wrong" LIKE ?? er.. no. just because i say i dont like certain characterizations of certain characters (the saiki k fandom is CRAZY about this cuz i can state an opinion on literally any character and a group of people will still go 'well only we're allowed to post our opinions about them because we're always right!1!1!'), or certain ship tropes (mentioned my hatred of toxic yaoi maybe once or twice on here months ago and people STILL get mad at me as if i said toxic yaoi lovers r evil or something), or certain ships, or WHATEVER, does not mean that i HATE the people who are posting them or that i think they shouldnt post them at all, NO, im just posting about my personal tastes on my personal blog and it would be extremely weird and hypocritical if i decided that i was the ONLY person that was allowed to do that,,
i think the only reason people assume that is because there are a lot of other people on here who ARE like that, and a lot of people toe the line between posting that they dont like something and posting that they think everyone who likes that thing is stupid, annoying, and wrong,, so i guess all i can say is, sorry for whatever made you make these assumptions but they arent true about me so plz leave me alone ʘ‿ʘ ur doing the same thing to me that ur accusing me of but i didnt do it in the first place so ur just actively being a dick for no reason
#crazy that the mindset some people on here have is that theyre the only ones allowed to post their opinions#ive repeated this a lot on this blog but i rlly think people forget that the person on the other side of the screen is in fact a person#if ur harassing people and publicly making fun of them then ur just as bad as any real life bully#that shit isnt as funny or harmless as u like to pretend it is#not once have i ever targetted anyone or went on someones blog to harass them over my opinion#yet people think its fine to do the same to me and treat it as if its like. revenge or something#like ? me saying 'i dont like toxic yaoi' is not equivalent to someone going on someone elses page and going 'how tf do u like toxic yaoi'#I DONT CARE !! all ive ever done is sit in my own little bubble and had opinions and that makes people mad#honestly though the people who will publicly talk and post abt it are significantly meaner#and i want to act like im not bothered by it because i know most of them r just angry that someone has a different opinion#and they want all their followers to bandwagon off of them (idk why maybe for validation or whatever-same reasons anyone would bully)#but seriously if u actually do think that something i said was out of line and crossed thise boundaries- just fucking tell me ?#im a person bro. ur solution to disagreeing with me shouldnt be 'lol im gonna post abt this and make everyone harass them'#have a conversation with me dude i dont bite ? if u cant talk to me like a person then just dont fucking say anything wtf#its so cowardly to be like 'well no i didnt wanna say anything to u cuz i didnt wanna be rude.. so instead i publicly made fun of u!'#LIKE WHATTTT STOPPPPP </3333#ok anyway this post wasnt supposed to get THAT serious.#MY POINT IS just be considerate of other people and dont base ur hatred off of assumptions#ur deflecting the blame onto someone else because u dont want to admit that ur just a fucking bully lol#being inconsiderate on here is something ive also been guilty of back when i first joined the fandom and was clueless#but grown ass adults who have been on here way longer r still doing that shit which is crazy#and i cant say anything because they have so much leverage over me and idk if its on purpose or if they dont even realize#ok im putting fandom tags cuz i want people to see this sorry. this is my one post thats actually targetted but its at a lot of people#so if u look at this and think 'hey i do that' pls evaluate urself<3#i mean its also targetted at everyone who does this anonomously so i dont know who it is OKOK IM DONE BYE SORRY HOPE THIS IS UNDERSTANDABLE#watch nobody read this fr#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#meows post
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i love media that focuses more on character than plot and bsd does it so well. like every single character is so beautifully written and asgr treats all of them with such care. i know people complain about the death bait but i think its just. hes not going to kill characters unless that is what makes sense for their arc and their story has been told. its why odasaku is so fixated on not killing: because to him, a character is a real being and you cant be so loose with taking lives when you have full control of one.
even when characters die before youve really had a chance to get to know them properly (the flags, and bram now too, for example), asgr still does a rlly good job of establishing them quickly without leaving them one dimensional. they have a lot of life to them even with so little time to show it. contrast that to something like jjk where you could sit with a character for a while and still not feel like you have a good grasp on Who They Are, and. yikes.
I can emotionally attach to bsd characters who show up for a singular chapter of a backstory light novel. jjk gives a character a whole mini arc and theyre still just nothing to me bc gege, like a lot of writers atm, has characters as plot devices rather than people. and asgr does the opposite.
#anyway odasaku as insight into the way asgr thinks abt writing is SO bc YEA! characters are Little Guys who you have complete control over#and who you must thus treat with dignity#i just like that bsd never loses sight of its main lure - that being that the plot is always based off of what the characters are doing#rather than forcing the characters into what the plot is doing. which is where a lot of stories can end up disappointing to me#anyway. character based media 🔛🔝#nyxi cant stfu#bungou stray dogs#bsd#been thinking abt this again bc of jjk vs bsd discussions and i had to rlly dig thru my drafts to find it bc its a month old but its so real#asgr interviews are lovely bc he talks abt chars w such affection. gege talks abt gojo and im like. why did u write him then.
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